the best day ever

is still yet to come!

this week was so exhausting. as a matter of fact, this year has been so exhausting. i just want school to be over & summertime to start. honestly, i don't think anybody, not even people that are close to me, understand how much things have changed for me ever since September. i know everyone can say what they want, but you really can't know unless you were there with me through it. the only thing i still rely on from the beginning is my faith. at least that love is unconditional. & i don't want to gain another friend when i lose another, friendship isn't a replacement, or a commitment. it's sharing & enjoying eachother's company.

it's like me & baby. we enjoy eachother's company until i kick his ass (:
we've grown together & learned from eachother, and that's what i need, someone to give me a reality check and to open my eyes when i'm falling asleep. someone that will give me the truth about everything, that's the way it should be.

i'm gonna go back to sleep now. night (: