dear sarah,

i love you so much. i can't believe this is happening. all i want is for you to be happy and healthy and here with your family and friends and not stuck in a fucking hospital bed being airlifted everywhere for your heart to get fixed. god, i cannot live without you and you know how close we are, we're not only cousins but we're like sisters too. i'm praying for you ever second until you come home sarah. we all love and miss you so much ..