i guess i made it easy

I'm marrying each and every one of them. My life would be complete. So, today my baby brother's turning 8. The years go by so fuckin' fast, it's crazy. Three years, three more years and i'm done. It's funny how things change so quickly, just by a few weeks or phone calls. As of right now, things are just going the way they want to and I have nothing to do with it. With the people around me that have already been through the stage and age I'm going through right now, it goes to show that things will always kinda-sorta be the same, just situations change. I remember when I was younger I would always tell myself things would change drastically when I turned 16. Although things have changed, it was nothing drastic, unless you think technically. I haven't changed, my outlook on life changed. Although, that changes daily. I have this thing, where everything that happens throughout the course of one day, I stick with it and keep in my head all day long, wondering how that will effect the future. It's a "would it/should it/could it?" kind of thing. It's something I get from my mom. Except not as bad, she has the disorder, I don't. I think I should, because I really fuck myself up in the head alot, especially lately. Fortunately, I'm content with how things are going, despite the fact that in Boston, it's in the 60's, and as usual, all Virginia's weather does is fuck up nice hair, and give you skin cancer.