fifth of july

look at the picture my brother took of a drunk man. and look his index finger looks wonderful there. hahahaha. this year was essentially better than last, despite the fact that i wanted to go out more. funny how as soon as i got home i fell dead on the couch. the smoke outside really aggravates me. everytime i smell it i think about my house burning down. so last night i had this really good dream. only the people in it were somewhat different. personality-wise. and i really wish they were like that in real life haha but i guess you can't have everything. i don't know if what i want will help me or hurt me but i know that i want it. of course i don't wanna write my whole dream on this thing, that would be embaressing hahhaha. sometimes i wish people could see what they are capable of, because it could help them for the better.